This one's gonna be depressing, but I would sincerely appreciate if anyone of you has a solution to my problem.
Even though my earlier blogs had a pinch of positive energy,I couldn't implement them in my own life. Besides, I guess blogging isn't about preaching. It's more about sharing your thoughts at that instant of time. When you can't tell your family,your loved ones what you are going through and you pretend to be happy,its time to start blogging guys!
I know most of you have seen the movie 3 IDIOTS,perhaps more than once,for the message it gives and also that everything shown is so freaking true (I have seen it again for watching that speech scene given by 'silencer'!). Its good to watch such inspirational movies and be in your dreamland for sometime. But the moment you are kicked out of it and forced to face the real challenges, you are screwed big time. Ofcourse you can expect your parents to learn something from these movies, but in the end they rule!
Besides, how can you expect someone else to change when you yourself are happy in whatever you get and you prefer the "brand name" instead of your "lame" interests. I don't blame you, obviously you will run after the crowd which is running after more crowd. It's a vicious circle. It gives you name, fame,money, a tag which is hanged around your neck for your entire life saying you are so and so working in such a big MNC!! Obviously it gives a sense of pride dreaming about a big car and playing in lots of money when you get a job like that. But you all know,what you gonna do sitting in that office chair!!
Life is not a cakewalk, we have to go through a lot of pain to gain a little. I didn't know this a short time ago. I was in my own wonderland thinking that whatever I want would be mine. There won't be any hurdles along my way and I don't have to give up anything. Surely, I was a dumbass! My thinking made me do something which I'll be guilty forever. I ruined my own dreams and now everywhere its dark around me. I never thought that someday I would go through this much pain.
My close friends know about my problem, and the advices they gave me were-"didn't your parents watch 3 IDIOTS?", "choose your interest before anything tanya", "don't blame yourself now..move on".I truely understand what they tried to tell me. No offense, but guys these things only sound good. My last blog said all what I wanna do but that's not enough. Sometimes you have to choose the path which ,you know, will bring prosperity to everyone around you and for them you put everything on stake. The pressure which piles up on you everyday,which always reminds you of your mistakes,which makes you think twice about every step you take for your career,which makes your life so miserable that finally you have to run after the crowd.
I have listened to my heart a lot now and its doing no good. So I have decided to try my luck elsewhere,leaving behind all my Open ERP dreams. Guys just pray for me that I get at least a teeny-tiny good news for which I have been waiting for like since ages and lemme have my piece of cake!!
